🌺Mother, I Want To Go Away Though 🌿🍂🎼

🌺Mother, I Want To Go Away Though 🌿🍂🎼

💞Mom,

I want to go away

- life is nothing 

of what you said when my breasts began to grow.

Love was so sparing,

the solitude so great,

so quickly withered the roses they gave me

- if they gave me flowers,

I'm not sure,

but you must remember why you said it was going to happen. 

Mother,

I want to go away

- my dreams are full of stones and earth;

and when I close my eyes,

I see only eyes fixed on my face and nothing but the darkness above.

On top of that,

I killed all the dreams you had for me

- I have the house empty, 

I lay down with more men than the ones I loved and what I really loved never woke me up. 

Mom,

I want to go away

- no smile clears my face and kisses sour in my mouth. 

You know I do not like to leave you alone,

but this time do not call my name,

do not ask me to stay - 

the tears stop me from walking and I have to go away,

you know,

the ink with which I write is the blood of a wound that was leaning against my chest like 

a bed attaches itself to a body that sees it grow. 

Mother,

I'm going away

- I waited my whole life for those who never loved me and lost everything,

even the fear of dying.

At this hour the streets are deserted and the windows invite the trip. 

To stay,

I just had a voice that called me,

but that voice,

you know,

is not yours

- the last song on my body was a long time ago and since then the days 

were always so long,

and love so meager, and the loneliness so great,

and the roses that you said would one day arrive,

will come tomorrow,

but this time,

you know,

I will not see them wither. 💞💝💕🌺