🌲🖤Looking back...

🌲🖤Looking back, 

I really wonder how I did before.

When I didn't talk because at certain times even talking seemed disrespectful to me.

When I remained silent for fear of opening a chasm between myself and the others and at the thought of that chasm, 

I always feared that I would not be able to handle the detachment.

How I did, 

I would like to know this, 

how I did.

That now I hold back nothing.

That now, 

talking seems to me the best way to respect myself and others as well.

Because there is no greater irreverence than lack of transparency.

And the chasms have become the exact measure to understand if between one distance and another I want to build a wall, 

or a bridge.

If I feel like it, 

I don't know if it's clear.

That once I didn't wonder what I wanted.

The fear of losing others was so strong that I didn't even start thinking about what my desire was.

And instead.

Instead, showing me as I am made me unbeatable.

I had gotten there earlier.

Because when others really see how you are, something happens that disorients them so much that their nature also emerges.

In the unusual attempt to manage your authenticity, 

they find themselves authentic too.

And that's where you give yourself the greatest gift.

See everything without filters and choose where your desire is.

See.

Choose.

Because you are no longer afraid of losing anyone... 

🖤💖💗💕💓💘💞💝