🌺🖤I'm sorry if I'm not perfect...
If with my behaviors and feelings I disappoint the expectations you have of me.
I'm sorry to have my soul shattered into a thousand pieces,
I've spent my whole life trying to put it back together but obviously it still takes time.
I'm sorry if things sometimes didn't go the way they were supposed to.
I usually try to control everything but it's complicated,
something is escaping me.
I'm sorry if I'm manifestly fragile,
I know it would be more comfortable for everyone if I were a wall of containment,
of strength, of protection.
I'm sorry but the truth is that it's me who needs to be protected,
especially from myself.
My heart beats too fast sometimes,
like now for example,
that I feel it everywhere.
In the head,
in the throat,
in the belly.
I'm sorry if I cry,
I realize that a smile is more beautiful and reassuring to see.
I'm sorry but that's how I am.
And you know what?
That maybe it's not true that I'm sorry...
🖤💖💗💕💓💘💞💝
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