🌺💙I stopped believing that...

🌺💙I stopped believing that no one saves themselves.

I've woken up so many nights that my phone screen went black and there was no one to call. 

So I pulled myself together, 

squeezed myself a little and went back to sleep again.

I stopped believing that it takes two to be happy. 

At dawn on the stairs of the house with good music and a glass of wine, 

if you are not happy, 

you are serene.

I stopped believing that people are like lifelines, 

because they are simply people and change direction depending on the wind: 

that's right, 

everyone does what's best for themselves.

I stopped grabbing at things, 

ranting and yelling that I'm right as if it would change the reasons people walk out of my life like an elevator. 

Things change quickly, 

and those who said they would stay don't think twice before leaving.

And I've taken care of myself, 

putting plasters on my wounds, 

creating the life I want for myself, 

making choices that make me happy and not a pile of regrets.

I stopped putting myself at the center of things already lost, 

trying to recover destroyed relationships, 

trusting the phrases "beside, whatever happens" because when they happen, 

few really stay by your side.

I take life as it is, 

with what it gives, 

everything it asks for.

Save what can be saved, 

save me... 

💙💖💗💕💓💘💞💝