🌹💙And something is wrong +01

🌹💙And something is wrong

Something pushes

Something is calling

And it breaks the quiet

It does not give peace

It knows no rest

I can not breath

I almost suffocate

And to think that, until recently,

I was fine.

Then this anxiety rises

This hunger

It spreads

It takes up any space

Stomach tightens

Salt to the throat

Then it goes down to the heart and pushes

And he presses him

And it does not forgive

And it doesn't stop

And miss you

Damn, you are missing!

You miss to do wrong,

miss you and I did not expect it.

I've done so much to unsubscribe

I pretended you didn't exist

I have rejected all the longings of you

I fought you,

to the point of spasm

I have denied you,

I have denied my soul

Threw my heart to the stars

Abjured your and my name

Renegade the skin

Disowned my love

and all its consequences

And you come back

unexpected guest

without invitation or convocation

You come back irreverent,

without explanation or alibi.

Deflagri

Bounce

Deafening,

cumbersome presence

I will never get rid of you

I can not make it

The desire for you overwhelms me

Huge presence,

that strips me of all strength,

defeats any resistance

And it remains

And elbow

It bounces between desires and senses

And it doesn't go away anymore

He did not give up

from the skin, from the heart, from the hands

Stay in the eyes,

between the teeth,

on the tip of the tongue,

in the hollow of the elbows, shoulders,

in your hair,

in every synapse,

in every thought.

You left such deep furrows,

that have cut into the bones,

the marrow of my life

I'll carry you inside forever,

like the biggest burden,

the sin that I don't know how to atone,

my ineluctable destiny,

the love of my life.

You...💙💖💗💕💓💘💞💝