she only texts you when she's reached her limit.
Because she doesn't want to disturb,
because she believes that she is somehow ruining other people's happiness with her dramas about her,
and therefore she keeps everything inside her.
Until she succeeds,
she tries to fend for herself.
She writes you only when she is at the limit of endurance and pain,
she writes you because she seriously needs help.
She's the one who gives advice to everyone but can't save herself.
She fakes a smile and she tells you everything's fine,
but then inside?
What happens to her?
She tells you she doesn't need help,
she can do just fine on her own.
And then if you give her a hug she bursts into tears like a little girl to defend.
She's the strong one,
the one that looks tough and then is soft as snow.
But no one knows,
because no one ever really understands it.
And then she will tell you that everything is fine,
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