🌹💛They will never tell you,
how fragile that life is.
They will never tell you how great the experience you are about to have is.
They will never tell you,
how difficult it will be some times and how much it will tear your soul apart at others...
They won't tell you,
how much it will hurt you,
so bad that it will really reduce you to a shred of the being you thought you were and at the same time,
how much they will fill your heart with an infinite,
inexplicable love,
more than words could ever contain...
They will never tell you how much you will have to fight,
how much you will have to change,
how much you will have to grit your teeth and at the same time how much it will not seem tiring in some moments and really exhausting in others...
They will never tell you,
that it will turn your world upside down to make it infinitely more beautiful...
They will never tell you that you will feel emotions so strong that you feel like you're breaking and so intense that you can't explain them in any way...
They will never tell you that your heart has an unmistakable voice and tears and you will be the only one to understand what others will miss...
They will never tell you,
that what you jealously guard in your heart will become your reason for living and even when you fall and you are exhausted and broken,
you will remain standing and you will not be able to explain it to yourself and you will not even try to do it...
They will never tell you that you will become the center of the world,
absolutely the most perfect,
even without makeup,
even disheveled,
even exhausted,
even when sad and even when there will be no one else...
They will never tell you that that life that is born,
that you look into sleepy eyes capable of expressing without even speaking,
will depend entirely on you to become independent one day...
They will never tell you that you will be enough,
only you and no one else in the world...
They'll never tell you that the moment you hear his heart beat,
yours will take a run and you'll discover the essence of infinity...
They will never tell you,
but you will know because you are a Mom.
They will never tell you,
but you will learn to recognize yourself as a Dad.
They will never tell you,
that your world will be more beautiful through your child's eyes.
And you'll hold him even when your back is broken,
even when his crying will be blades in your brain,
even when the world will seize the moment when you're most vulnerable to hit you hard,
even when your world will fall apart...
and you will love it...
and you will be able to say that you have known true love in life and no sacrifice will be such,
every time you hear a small voice calling you:
Mum/Dad.
And even when it makes you despair,
between one basin and one whim too many,
between one sleepless night and another 100,
between a thousand baby food and diapers,
between Mom here and there and Dad I want this and that,
that immense love it will never fail.
You will know the wonder, the charm,
you will know a being better than you imagined,
complete,
absolutely the most perfect...
your life will have meaning...
and they will never tell you...
💛💖💗💕💓💘💞💝
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