🌹💙The thought of +01

🌹💙The thought of sharing so much with you terrifies me. 

It is no longer one of those stories that you can say "okay, if it ends I'll get over it". 

It is more one of those stories that when the world ends, even the world ends, and the sea dries up, and even if it's beautiful who cares. 

It became one of those stories there, and look, I hadn't even noticed it. 

Days, months and years go by, it's a wonder, since I met you. 

I'm not saying I wouldn't do it alone. 

Alone I would do it very well, I've always done it. 

But without you? 

Being alone is not the same as being without you, and I see myself when I have to explain it to my friend that she will urge me to go out and I will tell her no, that I just can't.

On the one hand I would have preferred it to end sooner, because in one way or another it will have to end, and I am aware that these words are absurd, that those in love should hope that the person they love remains close to them as long as possible, but you know, I've always preferred to get out of ambiguous situations quickly. 

And loving is an ambiguous situation, you want to say that it will be forever, that you will not betray me, that I am the only one, the best, the most beautiful, the sweetest, the most intelligent, the one you enjoy the most. 

Loving is an ambiguous situation, and honestly I would like to go to the beach without thinking about love anymore, instead I'm here thinking of you.

I should have left a long time ago, but I stayed and it must have meant something. 

Certainly it was worth it, but now I'm terrified, because if it ends I'll make up my mind, of course, but then I'll just keep waiting for you, because this is no longer one of those stories that when it ends you accept to hear you say "When a door is closed, a door opens". 

This has become one of those stories that if you open the door, it's you again.

I shouldn't have fallen in love, it's not good for those like me.💙💖💗💕💓💘💞💝