🍂💚Who knows,
I wondered
If anyone envies you that strength you have
knew how much it cost you
every time a "yes"
it would have been convenient
but not to settle
instead of following one of the many trends
instead of following one of the many paths
you started writing your own
every time
reinventing it from scratch
step by step
dream after dream.
Who knows,
I wondered
if anyone envies you that strength you have
knew what was hidden
behind the simplicity of your smile
who believe that living lightly
is equivalent to taking life lightly.
If they knew your monsters
you've met them all
that you faced each other with an open heart
before accepting you.
And you hear that often
“I would like to know how to listen,
like you know how to listen”
They do not know
how much silence you had to swallow
before finding the right words.
They don't know it
how many “It doesn't matter”
they fell from your lips softly.
And yet,
sure enough,
he did it
it hurt so much.
Who knows if anyone envies you that strength you have
knows what it means
have nothing to hide
but desire to be found.
If you know that it's not easy
accept that you are special people.
That sometimes you'd rather it all just slide over you.
Sometimes you wish you had a skin
where everything isn't written down
all imprinted.
Sometimes you'd rather not have them
all those scars.
Not having them,
all those memories.
Who knows if anyone envies you that strength you have
will he ever understand that there is no escape from pain.
That pain must be experienced to the fullest and then understood.
That there are no other ways to convince yourself
that beauty exists.
That today,
if you can call yourself a free person
it's just because you never believed
that I could be someone else
if not yourself.
And you set off on your journey
that day when you screamed enough
in search of your happiness...
💚💖💗💕💓💘💞💝
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