🍁🤎They ask you...

🍁🤎They ask you why you have changed, 

why you are so different, 

why you are no longer the same. 

They find you a little too distant, 

always on your own, 

that you don't want to tell them anything anymore, 

that you don't want to listen. 

They wonder why you are someone else 

and why your availability has become almost evil 

and why you no longer have the same character as before because you barely answer questions 

because you are so closed in on yourself 

and you have too many walls around you to protect your extreme fragility, 

they wonder why you have lost your calmness, 

your shyness makes them strange to think that you are no longer the same but a little less honest, 

less concerned with everyone's needs, 

less ready to understand, 

less available for everyone. 

They ask you what happened to you 

because you no longer want to be who you were 

because your eyes have also changed 

because now they are always sad, 

distant, 

lost and they are sorry that you are no longer the same 

because before you were a little better for sure 

but where were they when all this happened? 

When did you need someone to talk to? 

When you had no idea where you could go to look for someone who could understand you? 

Where were they when you got lost 

and couldn't find yourself 

when you screamed for help out loud 

and they only heard "yes, everything is fine" 

where were they when you were there for them 

and they weren't there for you 

even if they were there were you chasing? 

But where were they when everything didn't seem to make sense? 

They don't like how you are now, 

too defensive, 

too arrogant, 

but where were they when you decided to change.

Here for me now they can stay where they were... 

🤎💖💗💕💓💘💞💝