🌳💛Despite what I've been through...

🌳💛Despite what I've been through... 

Despite what I've been through.

Despite everything and everyone.

My only certainty has always been this.

When I didn't know where to start over.

When I didn't know how to put back together the pieces of me that I had lost along the way.

When I had nothing left to hold on to.

When I was holding even me.

How do I go on now?

How do you forget the pain, 

the people, 

the broken promises, 

the words that have done us extremely good and those that have probably marked us forever?

How do I fix my heart, 

body and soul?

Because there were days when I didn't see the light.

I didn't see anyone next to me.

The emptiness inside and out.

I didn't even see the way to go to get out of it.

In those days, 

to find the strength, 

I always repeated to myself: 

"I'm still breathing."

I closed my eyes, 

hugged myself tightly, 

and exhaled and inhaled deeply.

I am still breathing and, 

therefore, 

nothing is really lost.

I'm still breathing and, 

therefore, 

everything can start again.

I am still breathing and, 

therefore, 

I can overcome what is inside once again.

I'm still breathing despite everything.

Despite all.

My only certainty has always been this: 

as long as I breathe, 

I will still be able to change everything. 

I will always be able to get away with it... 

💛💖💗💕💓💘💞💝