🌹🧡Haven't seen you in a while,
where have you been?
On the sidelines,
on my own.
to do?
Calculations.
Counting all the things that life didn't give me,
those that it pretended to give me,
those that it gave me for a short while,
passing them off as what I wanted at that moment,
and then revealing them for the junk and inconsistent presences they were.
Counting how much time has passed,
how much is left.
Looking at the Sky this autumn full of enigmas,
making accusations,
thanks,
questions,
snatching promises from it,
staring at it in silence and shedding a few tears.
Or a smile.
Or a hope.
It seems like a very very sad thing.
And how are you now?
-Aware.
Aware is not a state of mind.
It really seems like a sad thing.
Do you mean sad?
It means aware.
Sadness is like happiness,
or like life itself.
At some point,
it passes.
More comes.
The awareness,
however,
remains.
If you exercise it,
it always stays...
🧡💖💗💕💓💘💞💝
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