🌹💜I have stopped believing +01

🌹💜I have stopped believing that nobody saves himself alone. 

I woke up so many nights where the phone screen went black and there was no one to call. 

And then I strengthened, 

I squeezed a little and I started to sleep again. 

I've stopped believing that it takes two to be happy.  At dawn on the stairs of the house with good music and a glass of wine if you are not happy, 

you are serene. 

I stopped believing that people are like lifelines,  

because they are simply people and change direction according to the wind: 

that's right, 

everyone does what is best for themselves. 

I stopped clinging to things, 

ranting and screaming that I'm right as if it could change the reasons people walk out of my life the way they do from the elevator. 

Things change quickly, 

and those who said they would stay do not think about it before leaving. 

And I took care of myself, 

putting band-aids on my wounds, creating the life I want for myself, 

making choices that make me happy and not a pile of regrets. 

I stopped putting myself at the center of things that were already lost, 

trying to recover broken relationships, 

trusting the phrases "beside, 

whatever happens" because when they do happen few are really close to you. 

I take life as it is, 

with what it gives, 

everything it asks for. 

Except what can be saved, 

except ME... 

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