🌹💜And I still didn't +01

🌹💜And I still didn't understand what that woman makes me feel... 

Although due to the age difference we both knew that it would be a forbidden love, 

that if they discovered us it could be the end of everything, 

Since both she and I had our partners that we said "love"... 

At the beginning it was somewhat difficult to have to meet secretly, 

since we could not find the exact time or place to meet without suspecting anything, 

That was the worst, 

since my feelings failed and little by little I got excited about her, 

And I knew it that way because day and night I wanted to know about her, 

I waited for her messages and calls, 

and without realizing it became my obsession to have something with her, 

the most complicated thing was that we couldn't separate from our partners, 

And we continued to be lovers in search of paradise in other people who filled our body with pleasure, 

What I didn't understand is that being younger than her, 

I couldn't figure out what captivated me,  

whether her thunderous figure or her experience,  

whether her sparkling eyes or her captivating smile,

And the only thing I did know is that she had become my greatest desire and obsession,

But,

In my mind there were always those uncomfortable questions that make you doubt,

Why was he looking for the most complicated? 

Why did she love someone who didn't just love me? 

Why should I settle for crumbs of passion and love? 

Questions that maybe I knew her answers but I knew would break me inside,

For the first time I feel that I could lose in the crossed game of love, 

being me the one who always won. 

It turns out that being the first time I had a huge fear, 

what comforted me was her warmth that could calm me down in the blink of an eye, 

I felt like in hell so alive,

But I can't deny myself she is my FAVORITE SIN and I will never get tired of that... 

💜💖💗💕💓💘💞💝