🌹🧡This is how it works with you +01

🌹🧡This is how it works with you: 

half a step forward, 

two steps back. 

It is a subtle game of delicate balances. 

A dance of the soul. 

You open a glimmer of heart, 

you make me peek just long enough... 

and then... 

you double-click. 

Dark. 

I gasp. 

I wonder if I've done something wrong, 

but then I realize 

you're just defending yourself. 

And I feel tenderness. 

And I would like to reassure you and 

tell you that I will not hurt you, 

that there is nothing wrong 

with who we are, 

that nothing will change 

if you simply let it be.

You are exaggeratedly beautiful 

when you let yourself go a little 

and I can only imagine the wonder 

of you losing control and 

forgetting for a while 

what you HAVE (what's right ?!), 

to simply give voice and 

life to what you want. 

I am there. 

I'm sure. 

In the life assumptions that 

have to do with desire. 

Two steps back… 

it seems. 

But just take a run. 

And I find you a step forward 

in our world 

that is so full of intimacy, 

that makes us accomplices, 

that you would like to avoid, 

but that you return to seek 

and to want and to deny and...

Meanwhile, 

our thoughts meet and 

embrace each other 

in every distance. 

And I remain there, 

beside you, 

waiting to do us good.

Miss you when you are not there.

Miss you like someone who 

never goes away... 🧡💖💗💕💓💘💞💝