🌹🤍I didn't deserve this pain.
I am angry and afraid.
Fear of becoming that woman
that I promised never to be.
The disillusioned and realistic one.
The one who forgets to believe
always in something.
I'm afraid of not being able to
leave me anymore
go into the arms of a man,
to always feel in one place
which is not mine,
the one without the desire to start over.
Because at the end of all this,
when I get up one day and find out
of having forgotten you, I will really have it
the desire to start over from the beginning?
What I will need to get used to a new perfume,
to make me look without clothes,
to a different way of hugging,
pulling my hair during love,
laughing at my jokes.
Maybe I'll get more cynical.
Maybe I'll always live for a while
with the handbrake on.
Maybe I won't trust a man anymore.
Maybe that's also why I'm so angry.
Because you could have taken everything away,
but you could have left an ounce
of trust on my pillow.
Yes,
trust.
That occasionally saves your life...🤍💖💗💕💓💘💞💝
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