🌹🖤Who knows if people with a disproportionate ego know that those in front of them ...
and who perhaps consider them idiots ...
have a sixth sense now so refined that they can understand the truth that they hide without restraint ... ?!
I have been wondering for a while.
Ever since I started listening to that feeling between the skin and the soul that never fails,
that puts you on alert,
that doesn't allow you to trust,
that makes the armor thicker.
I have spent a lifetime feeling inferior to everyone to realize,
at my age,
that too many times I have been blind to the pedestals that belonged to me,
not to those who were busy treating me with disdain.
It doesn't matter,
I don't want pedestals and thrones and pride.
I want to look people in the eye and know that I have always told the truth,
without hiding myself,
without lies,
without appearing to be what I am not.
I want to be sure that I have given my best,
even when perhaps it is useless.
I want those around me to never feel threatened,
but always protected,
whatever our relationship is.
I want to be loved or hated for who I really am,
don't you?
I finish my day with questions that I may not even want to know the answers to.
Not anymore...🖤💖💗💕💓💘💞💝
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