🌹💚When my silence replaces my anger ...
Don't worry when I express my feelings in words, rants, long messages. When I no longer sleep at night and shed all the tears in my body. These are just expressions of my love and cries of desperation to get your attention. Instead, worry about my silence or my brief responses, when I stop reacting, crying for you. My silence says a lot about my indifference because I would have understood that you were not worth my fighting for you ...
When my silence is more dangerous than my words ...
Worry when silence replaces my words, that it means that you are no longer on my mind and that you are no longer the demon that haunts my mind at night.
Yes, I like to express my love, and to spark my feelings with words because I advocate sincerity, but when my heart is hurt, my depth becomes an abyss adorned with a frightening silence.
When my silence means I'm leaving ...
Worry, since my silence means that you don't deserve an answer, that your presence means nothing to me anymore, that I am abandoning you and leaving forever.
Yet you saw my tears which expressed all the love I had for you, my desire to stay with you and my determination to fight for you.
But my silence is quite simply this response to your indifference, it is my response to tell you that from now on, you are no longer part of my life.
Worry about the lull in my attitude after the storm of my emotions, worry when I smile, when memories of our past times come back to me, when my indifference to you replaces all the devastating feelings I had for you.
Yes, worry, because there is no more room for you in my life, you have lost me and I am leaving, far from you, to a new horizon in search of certain happiness ...💚💖💗💞💘💓💕💝
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