Only apparently are they sunny and outgoing, even self-confident, but in reality always wary and insecure, always on the defensive. And they keep everything inside.
They don't let themselves look too much in the eye, because they don't want anyone to see their anger, disappointment, fear, fragility.
Loneliness accompanies them, even when they have dozens of suitors. Because they love but they never depend on love, on that love that is only a dream for them.
And they are hard, first of all with themselves.
Only those who know how to look beyond the smile can see the impenetrable wall they have erected.
Who defends their rich but wounded, frightened interiority, their sensitivity wounded too often.
The difficult experience that only they know.
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