🌹🧡People don't notice
that they lose you.
They don't notice the fact
that you needed a word
that has not been said, of an attention that has not been given to you,
of a gesture that, at a certain moment,
felt indispensable but it was not done.
People don't notice
that they lose you
when they send you back to another moment,
when they have more time
or less important things to do,
when they don't listen to your silence,
when they don't understand
that you would need presence, comfort,
heat even if you never ask
and they don't ask questions.
People don't notice that they are losing you
when, even for small things,
betray your trust,
they leave you waiting,
they put other things in front of you, other people,
they don't care about that
what do you say or what you care about,
they never ask you how you are and they don't care about you,
assuming that much
you will make it,
whatever happens.
People don't notice
that I forgive you
when they do not prove it
that they try,
they don't show they care about you,
they never tell you they love you
and that you are really important,
when they make you feel like anybody in their lives,
one that may not even be there.
People don't notice
that they lose you,
that for so many small shortcomings,
for many small voids,
for many small carelessness,
for so many small oversights, every day you are more and more distant
and you can't even explain why,
it's never the single episode,
it's how you feel different every time, it's how you feel more alone.
People notice
of having lost you
only when it has already happened.
When it is too late...🧡💖💗💞💘💓💕💝
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