🌹🖤I thought of putting my head... +01

🌹🖤I thought of putting my head inside the refrigerator, so as to freeze my thoughts and abandon them between the soup and the ice cubes.

But hypothermia didn't work either ... like when snow fell on the Sahara desert two years ago.

There were 40 cm of snow, it was freezing cold, but despite everything, in the eyes of those who were there, there were still palm trees, the sun and the sand so fine that it seemed like magic dust.

And so it happens to me, who despite the armor I see you as someone who has the heart of someone who is still moved to see the stars.

How many people do we have the courage to show our frailties?

Is there still a person to whom you would say "take me by the hand"?

Because I would hold it tightly, I who if I have two free minutes I dedicate 30 to you, that I would like to tear the life you have planned to pieces into a thousand pieces to give you the life you deserve, understand that the secret is not to stand up to you, but do everything to make you lose it and be your begadang.

Begadang is an Indonesian word which means, to stay up all night talking.

I would hug you from behind, in Lady Gaga's I'll Never Love Again headphones, that no words would be needed, that certain silences already say everything, that there is an inseparable bond that unites us, as if there was a thread that does not exist. makes you lose. And despite the quarrels, the people who want to divide us, the fears, we always find each other and if now, right now I told you "today I thought about making love with you" you would say "me too" because you don't need to stay at work , in the car, in a park, shopping, to fill a gap. Because love eats your heart, stomach and brain.

I, who can't answer if they asked me what I like about you, that if I caress your cheek the universe doesn't matter anymore, that if something hurts you I'll get a medical degree on the internet so that all pain vanishes away and that I would take you to the bar and order some lightness in a large cup.

I want to go downtown to buy gifts together, find parking in Saturday afternoon traffic, end up wearing unlikely Christmas sweaters with reindeer in the dressing room of the store, and take silly photos of them in front of the mirror. Singing English songs in the car inventing words, playing hide and seek in the bookcase, making you fall in love by chance and at night, having the confirmation that we are absolute happiness under a duvet.

I would like to be the person you are looking for in a party, you think about casually without a reason, that comes to your mind in the chorus of that song and to be among those three or four things that make you feel good.

That then you will also have had some nice dates, some laughter here and there, you will have thought you were happy and in love, a nice dress, passionate kisses ... but among all these, who still holds your hand?

If you want, I have two minutes, but I dedicate an extra life to you to feel your frailties, without even too much courage.

This is what we all dream of .... But .....🖤💗💞💓💕💖💘💝