🌹💚I realized I sucked at living... +01

🌹💚I realized I sucked at living without you when those 3am thoughts started to hit me during the whole day.

I don’t miss you only when I’m alone, your absence disturbs my routine in general.

When I’m shopping for groceries, driving a car, reading a book or going to a party, my mind unconsciously travels to the past when we were fulfilling simple daily tasks together and now all of them seem to be incomplete without you.

I wanna ask you which flavor of ice cream to take home, the shortest route to the concrete place, what you think of this character, which dress to wear tonight... I miss your company when being with friends.

New people don’t distract my mind from our story, they make me wonder even more what it would be like if you could be there too.

Time passes by and it’s getting harder without you to keep up with life we planned together.💚💗💞💓💕💖💘💝