"Love Lost With Silence" 
I still wonder if it was this
that I wanted for us
two my love
... but I can't give myself
an answer and heart
... he seems too
is gone
.... say goodbye
it wasn't easy,
as it is not easy
accept the idea
someone did
everything to separate us
... and so it was
... we weren't strong enough,
and now you still
you ask me to go back,
I still hear your voice that
begs me, But I can't
... because I can't love
a person and suffer
at the same time
.... we spent
a year together,
and it wasn't easy and you know
it my love
.... But I like to remember
those good times
so it's still worth thinking about shedding a tear of joy,
among the thousands
of pain that every day
towards thinking
to this finite love
like no love
it's never finished before
... it hurts me to read among
your writers of the sheets
that you still love me too
if in the end
I was the one who gave up
first in front of the obstacle
higher
.... and I feel I don't deserve
you anymore,
not to deserve everything
that love
what would you give me if I went
back and started again
.... if I fought
for a whole year
it was your strength
to send me forward
.... and then like a fragile leaf
I fell
and I made the world fall
on you ..
it's hard not to be able to tell you
what I feel now,
because unfortunately the words
they fail
when you have to describe
the indescribable
pain that right now
and my soul always crowds
.... no one has ever died
for love
.... But inside yes ..
I feel you die without that
you notice ..
and then qnd you will be dead
you will rebel
to the whole world
asking why,
why it happened to you,
why there is no remedy,
why don't you feel alone
and if you turn around,
by your side
there is never anyone ...
and then you understand ..
that no one could
ever understand you ...
if not the person
you are suffering for,
she is half of your soul,
who experiences the same pain
what do you feel ?
.... I'm sorry
to make you suffer like this
... in silence,
while you keep pleading with me
... but know
that I also suffer
.... and within me I am dying
.... I try to deny you to my heart
and the love I still have for you
..... But what do I know
that I will never be able to give you
... your every writer
that I get is a stab
getting stronger
that you give to my heart ..
and they are the sweetest words,
more simple and sincere
those to hurt me more ...
because I those words from you
I don't deserve them anymore
my love...
I swear I wouldn't stop ...
I would write to infinity,
until reaching immensity
of your gaze
Then look you in the eyes ...
but now my tears cloud my sight
and I can't write ...
I keep drying them ...
but they are stronger than me
and keep going down
goodbye My Love
and thank you for having existed
in my life leaving
such a beautiful memory
who is sometimes afraid
to remember knowing
that I could rethink
and go back running
at your place....
goodbye ... I still love you !!!
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