🍁💜I would like...

🍁💜I would like to be insensitive and let time slide over my skin to better caress other skin without trembling.

I only experienced memories. 

And I only remember the spaces where your hand rested. 

I envy those who forget. 

It takes a lot of courage for the people I love to bear the bitterness in me. 

And for daring to dive into my waves. 

It is unclear.

One day, tired of fighting, 

I will take away the secret. 

This does not mean the end of the road. 

But there is this moment in life when something is no longer enough, 

as if we realize that we must go further. 

For a summer perhaps, 

for a night at most. 

Just one night, 

just one. 

You have to do like the others. 

Those who live, 

keep quiet and go their way. 

I dared, you know. 

I searched a little further. 

And it's possible that I've gone too far to turn back, 

anyway.

Of this life in backlight, 

I only give traces in pieces. 

I have few words when they are needed. 

As the world moves on, 

the silence of evil finds peace.

Despite everything, 

something has kept the promise of days to live intact. 

And it's sunny sometimes. 

What is always missing are our certainties. 

We will cross paths, 

we will both believe in a mistake, 

and we will move away without having recognized each other.

And I can continue writing until I no longer wait for you... 

💜💖💗💕💓💘💞💝