🌳💜Who knows...

🌳💜Who knows, 

I wondered

If who envies you that strength you have

know how much it cost you

every time a "yes"

it would have been convenient

but not to settle

instead of following one of the many fads

instead of following one of the many paths

you started writing yours

every time

reinventing it from scratch

step by step

dream after dream.

Who knows, 

I wondered

if who envies you that strength you have

know what is hidden

behind the simplicity of your smile

who believe that living lightly

is equivalent to taking life lightly.

If they knew that your monsters

you have met them all

that you faced each other with an open heart

before accepting you.

And you hear it often

“I would like to know how to listen, 

as you know how to listen”

They do not know

how much silence you had to swallow

before finding the right words.

They don't know

how many "It doesn't matter"

they came softly from your lips.

And yet it did

it hurt so much.

I wonder if anyone envies that strength you have

know what that means

have nothing to hide

but desire to be found.

If you know that that is not easy

accept that you are special people.

That sometimes you'd rather everything slipped off you.

Sometimes you wish you had a skin

where everything is not written

all imprinted.

Sometimes you wish you didn't have them

all those scars.

Don't have them, all those memories.

I wonder if anyone envies that strength you have

will he ever be able to understand that there is no escape from pain.

That pain must be lived to the end and then understood.

That there are no other ways to convince yourself

that beauty exists.

That today, if you can tell yourself a free person

it's just because you never believed

that I can be someone else

if not yourself.

And you hit the road

that day when you screamed stop

in search of your happiness... 

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