🌹🤎Being with me is difficult +01

🌹🤎Being with me is difficult, 

I know it and I have always known it.

I am one of those who lives on small gestures and attention.

A flower, 

a few nice words, 

a dinner out, 

a song, 

a door held open for me to pass first, 

a glance every now and then.

I'm one of those who give weight to words. 

Which ones are chosen, 

how they are said, 

to the tone of voice. 

And the words, 

the ones that mark, 

you have to say them well. 

You have to prove it well.

I am one of those who is never satisfied, 

ever. 

I am not satisfied with a mediocre love, 

a mediocre relationship, 

a mediocre man.

I am one of those who loves her freedom, 

and precisely because I love her I refuse to put it aside for the first one who promises eternal love. 

What then is known, 

the words if the wind takes them away.

I am one of those who is able to start dancing without music in the rain, 

only to feel a little more alive, 

a little freer, 

a little wilder.

I am one of those who, 

if there is a straight, 

level, 

stretched road, 

chooses the more tortuous, 

more ruined and treacherous one, 

but that in one way or another arrives at the goal.

I am one of those who does not remain indifferent or silent if something does not suit her. 

No. 

I'm one of those who gets pissed off to be heard.

I am one of those who do not keep in a corner, because if I want to be on the sidelines I will put myself there alone.

I am one of those who do not choose those who swear love or those who show affection in public, 

but who choose those with a burning soul, disappointed and wounded and who to snatch a loving look from them you have to pray, 

because if you choose them you can be sure that they will destroy you, 

but they will really love you.

I am one of those who does what he wants, 

as he wants, 

with whoever he wants, 

even regretting it but does it because in that moment he wants it so.

I am one of those who wears a smile and his armor and you don't see it collapse even if you commit yourself, 

even if then maybe I collapse at home alone.

I'm one of those who spend the nights awake, because the night is for real people.

I am one of those who sees and hears everything, 

but who does not show it and then hit you and hurt you when he wants.

I am one of those who takes blows after blows but does not fall, 

and if it falls it will always get up once more. 

Because I was taught this way: 

to hit the bottom for more thrust.

I'm a roller coaster, 

me.

And you prefer horse rides... 

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