🌹🤍I supported +01

🌹🤍I supported the joy somewhere. 

Just for a while. 

I said to myself: 

"Now I have to do more. 

You need me. 

I have to be strong and tough, 

it's for a while, 

only for a little while."

I left her alone, 

not caring 

if she might be cold or 

hungry or thirsty. 

I took care of everything 

and everyone, 

except me. 

It should have been short. 

I forgot that without joy you 

only live for pretense, 

you survive more than 

anything else. 

Without nourishment. 

And the soul screams with a smile 

that deceives most, 

but not time, 

not life, 

not eternal... 

🤍💖💗💕💓💘💞💝