🌹💛For years +01

🌹💛For years 

I have worn the smile mask 

on holidays

only to not let my father 

understand how difficult 

it was to live the holidays like this

Now I don't need 

that mask anymore 

because he's gone

After so many years, 

who knows why this year 

all my masks have suddenly 

crumbled and the melancholy, 

loneliness 

due to the lack of roots 

has collapsed on me.

"mom tomorrow is the eve... 

because you are not happy..." 

another stab in the heart... 

"darling for the children it is different, 

for the adults 

you feel the shortcomings 

during the holidays and 

I miss my dad and my mom..." 

I would not 

I wanted to say it 

but it would be difficult 

to justify my shining eyes 

for the umpteenth time...

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