🌹🧡I wanted to write to you +01

🌹🧡I wanted to write to you, 

not to know how you are doing, 

but to find out 

how you are without me. 

I would like to know what it feels like 

not to have me worrying 

if everything is okay, 

not to hear me laugh, 

not to hear me humming stupid songs, 

not to hear me talk, 

not to have me to let off steam about things 

that are not right, 

not having me ready there to do anything 

to make you feel good. 

Maybe you are better, 

or maybe not. 

But I have the doubt and 

I would also like to know 

if every now and then 

this doubt has come to you too. 

Because you know, 

sometimes I wonder how it is without you, 

but then I prefer not to answer. 

I even forgot myself in order 

to remember you... 🧡💖💗💕💓💘💞💝